Blablabla

its been a while since i write anything in this side.Well..its has been realy buzy lately...with all my work..with all the late shif..not forgoten i dont pay my bill...haHAHA.Life?so far so good..if u dont count in The money matters..then my life is awesome.Love?well...nothing near that yet...i guess im not the kind of guy that always looking for love..coz have planty plan i have to do first.Money?err...juz skip this part.hahaha.

I was thinking of having a long vacation..maybe somewhere out of malaysia.I already book a flight to thailand..but that is not untill jan next year.Meanwhile...2 days left for me to go back home town.Yes....Raya dude..Raya.I cant remember when is the last time i celebrate Raya with my family..i think its was several years ago.For me..all this few years..Raya is a working rutin.Coz the money is more on Raya day.hahaha.

haha.Lets me juz enjoy me holiday tho.Hopely all of u enjoy also the heat of Raya.SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

think.

Some people always think that they are correct.Many people always feel down.People seldom think that they need more then just life.Often we realize that lopve isint a simple thing.We all young..but we cant never be younger.Every moment in life cant be repeat.Once we done..its a memories that live on forever.so..please think wisely before you act.

mind talking.

So many event happen this past few day.Everyday go to work..hoping something wonderfull happen..but..like always..nothing.Nothing ever happen..just plain old me..having a the same old life..everyday.My friend is extra happy today-he just got new GF...-haha.Good for him.He have been single for a long time now.Me..well..i guess the world is not for a guy like me to be love.haha.Skip that part..a long time ago.Again this week i enter the dark age of my month.With my salary all finish..i have to figure out how to survive.Eating is inportant to me.A lot.

Many thing happen inside my brain lately.Also need to thing bout my coming holiday(its not realy a holiday coz im going back hometown)..need to buy ticket..which is..in very large amount of money..aaa..gosh..cant realy help bout it.*maybe i should work hard to buy an airplane..muhahahha*.Today was my offday..but i only stay at home..doing nothing*well..not realy nothing..its just that i'm to lazy to type all the thing i do*.LMAO.Realy nice if i can have a nice piece of bread and a hot tea right now.Im starving.

I got a sms from an old friend asking me for a help..and its about finding him a job.Gosh.Now i have extra thing to do.Wah..i just got a last copy of rokes.a book writen by a local writer..whom..his blog i like to read.so..im gonna enjoy read it 1st.hehe

your smile.

your smile..like no other.
colour my life with joy
every breath that i breathe
remind me of you.
every star that i saw at night
glow and shine like you.
if only you were mine
i promise that i'll keep
that smile on your face.
the sweet and cute smile.
your smile..is precious
your smile..give the sun
a reason to rise..
made the star shine brightly.
but most of all..
keep me going in life.

life it is.

Word by word i use to motive myself..at the end only action is needed.Even wonderfull never happen to me..but i keep on wishing..keep on smiling.Coz i believe someday..maybe not tomorrow..but someday..things gonna be alright.I've live all this long..so everyday is lucky for me.I have lots of fren..lots of fun.Hope this can last longer and enjoy my sun rise and set with calm and happy.Maybe im not living a luxury life..but a happy life is more then enough.My luxury is my family and my friend.Yesterday i was young..mistake happen..today im me..struggling to survive..and tomorrow..aa.just hoping its gonna be a better day then today and ofcourse yesterday.

dream place.

there is a place that i use to dream of.A place where all dream turn real..and that place is alway a dream.
A kid as i was those day..always seeking of a place to hide from my trouble..i found one..and that place for some period of time..i call my dream place.

I grow older..i realize that is not the place.As i move on..the dream place move far from me.Cant even see it anymore.I begin to realize that not every human can have their dream.Thats goes for me.

Well..not that i have hope so much..but i know..someday..somewhere...my dream place is waiting for me..waiting for me to come and put my life in it.

U&I

I want to hear your voice,
I want to see your smile,
Thats all i wish for.
As long as you're by my side,
i'll have endless courage.
In the sun and even the rain,
you're always by my side.
When i close my eyes,
your smile is always shining.

OMG.

Im about to lost my mind.That gonna happen if i keep on following my heart.But..what to do..thats how we walk.

How many?

Have many people have you meet?and how many become your friend?and how many are truely a friend?a good friend is who know you have problem even if you smile.An easy friend realy is easy to find but true friend..thats gonna take you some time.Be nice to others.Find good friends and live your life.hehe.

Keep living!

Don't stop believing.Even if it take you forever..don't stop.We are not forever young.Time after time will gone passed us.All we have to do is keep on living.Even if everything fade away..you must keep the dream alive.You may have some bad day in the future.When that time come..look back and laugh at all the joke that we made..all the memories of our pass.Tomorrow is a new day.A wonderful world.Don't be a troublemaker but be a photographer.catch every moment of life.Store them inside beautiful memories.Plan ur future..coz a simple mistakes can haunt u every day.Dream is not just in dreams.We have the power to make it into reality.So..keep on living.For better and forever.

My music part 2

This 4 years im in kl..many genre of music i have know.Punk,Mod revival,pop,pychedelic,mowtown,post punk,ska 2tone,grunge,metal and many more.My fashion for oldies are really are high.Band such as the beatles,The Who,The kinks even skeeter davis,frank sinatra caught my interest.Don't forget Bob Dylan and David bowie.Those were my favorite 60's.Later i discover many more band on the 60's and 70 that i really like.Those band like joy devision,the madness even the selecters.From 1 genre to 1 genre..i really like them all.After have listen to quite few of this band..i find that mod revival really caught my interest.So i stick with it.But that do not means i don't like others music.I like all of the genre from old band until this nowadays music.Just love them all.

My music part 2

My music part 1

Do you like music?I sure do.Music and anime is something i like other then food.Im not very expert tho but a thing or two..i sure know a little about music.Back when important at high school i only hear a few type of music.mostly are band from Indonesian.That is until i move to Kl.Here i have this one friend..very close one tho.He always talk about music and culture.From him i knew a few band like the doors,joy devision..greatful death..the who..the jam..the smith..and many more.We use to talk many on MOD scene.A culture from Uk.And the next thing..i fall in love with music.Mostly now i hear to many kind of oldies.

A bit of fashion scene

Its funny sometime to look at people and the way they look.So many style..so many.Fashion sure are wierd.There a lot of style.This so call fashion lover always follow the trend.Uptodate they say.Fashion nowsday mainly are expensive.Highend one.But still there are street stlye.Mostly they use to street stlye.Cheap and more easy to mix.Just put some nice plain t-shirt..jeans(uniqlo jeans)..and some sneakers.The one that use branded stuff like..hugo boss,or hermess,or tods..or other expensive brand are more standard and elegent.Mostly this fashion style are from old music scene or culture.During the 60's..MOD are the most feymes one.Along with rock n roll.Now..people still use this old scene as guide in their style.Oldies never die.

Candy

Candy...i love candy.But most my inner teeth is gonna come out now.But not because of candy..but eating so many time.hehe

Miles away from home

Just recieve a call from my mom.Its been a while since the last time i went home.Nice to hear her voice.same old mom.funny and love to make joke.haha.Every week i call her..but its nice tho to have some of my mom cook.She is the best in the world.Her chiken curry..simply the best.Mom...love you.

Cold..

Damn!its freaking cold.My work place is like the northpole.the only thing missing here is no santa.There were is guy just now come to me and ask me..why is this shop is hot.I look at him and say to him"sir..its cold already".Then he look at me with a weird face."are you sure?"before i answer...a lady from behine me say"wow...your shop is very cold..i need to buy sweeter now".the guy look at the lady..then quickly go away.haha.what a story.OK.I made that up.But is sure is cold.damn.

Today my boss just come back from japan.he bring do many food.bourbon mini lumonde is realy nice.hehe.and there are other food...but its was writen in japanese...so i dont know.but taste good.hehe.and believe or not..its halal.nice one.

change

Dear God.. thanks for the life i have now.My heart were torn and those day i were stupid.I cznt smile without you..i said to her.And with that word..i burried myself alive.But we are just human.Everybodys changing.Some might say im a fool.Yes.But thats yesterday.Now..its getting better.Its good to be free.Im born on a different cloud now.A better man.A better life.From now on..i'll keep the dream alive.Know the meaning of soul..and guide myself to be where there's life.